Monday, September 13, 2010

Transvestite Brazilian

Speechless Going is reliving




We were in a hospital room.
The doctors, knowing the seriousness of the situation, we had left alone with mother, seriously ill. It was late when we would have with us physically.
felt grief, sadness ... and a great sorrow in our hearts.

I had the experience of having helped on many occasions to various people in this way, but being so direct a family was waiting and totally open to everything that happened in the room.
The hours went by slowly, very slowly ...
The afternoon gave way to the first night and only the lights of the city spread at the foot of the hospital, were drawn into the darkness.
In the room there was silence, no one spoke. My mother had
entered a semiconscious of which only at times came to tell us something.
But his silence was only natural words.
His mind was fully awake and had a great clarity.

From a while ago, the entire space of the room had been filled with something heavy and thick but could not be physically, it felt fine. I felt everyone from my family to the nurses ... and vibration produced, had us all nervous and tense.
I devoted myself to talk to my mother who seemed unconscious, but I knew I could hear and understand better than ever, everything at that time had to explain.
"do not fight, do not resist ... let things happen ...
... quiet, you're not alone, will help ... quiet ...
listen to your heart, let me speak ... let me help ...".
At first it seemed that nothing changed, everything remained the same.
was very hot in the room and we felt we needed the air even though all the windows were open.
was as if the darkness of night reigned outside, had taken over the space and we were not able to get her away from us.
My mother was still anxious, disoriented, not knowing quite what was happening ...
I was talking softly
"let me help ... Do not resist ... listen what I say ...
this is another time you come to another way of seeing and feeling ... let me help, do not be afraid ...".
We spent a long time.
Gradually, the vibration in the room had changed.
was now less dense, more clear, was "all that was" almost could see physically. And this was happening to me not only me but all who were in the room, as each in their own way, they were living the same way.
The room had been filled of spiritual beings that were located around the bed, surrounding my mother and me ... and waited.
His presence was so strong, that could see them physically, its outline was drawn in the shadows of the room, things were great, like a yellow light ... its vibration was warm, calm ... and remained silent, waiting respectfully. Its strong presence filled the room completely. It was felt that it could not be anyone else there.
I continued talking to my mother, explaining things. He felt his mind more alert and responsive than ever and I knew that reason had stopped everything that was happening and began to "abandoned, to be led ...".
The morning had progressed, and as time passed, the feeling of pressure in the room had been softening.
beings still there, silent, quiet, completely filling all the space around the bed.
My mother, recovered a bit and said,
"I'm going to do if ... are right, I'll do if ... "
I continued talking to her, for she was calm and confident ...
And he did.
From the moment he did, everything changed in the room
pressure and felt it had all disappeared.
air, again to be smooth and cool, the density of crushed us all, it was easing and we began to feel all better.
a few minutes in the room felt a tremendous calm and peace ... all tension was gone and the feeling was even welfare.
My mother had completely lost consciousness and had gone into coma. His heart was still beating rapidly bound by the medication, but his body had no signs of life. Now resting peacefully as disconnected from everything.
By relax, I realized something very beautiful that made me mourn with emotion and gratitude:
beings that filled the room and had been several hours with us, he had become more transparent and bright than before and were a very thick around the bed.
Gradually, the body of my mother was giving off a similar energy to them, was above it, forming another body, much like his physique.
This other body lay horizontally above the bed, and every time that happened, rose upwards.
All beings, were glued to him, and holding him with his hands.
I was getting up, to put over our heads, just down from the ceiling ... Only a trickle of light, linking the two bodies, one exhausted and finish on the bed, another strong and bright resting in the hands of beings who were guarding him.
In the room there was a sense of joy and happiness that amazed us.
felt in our hearts a very beautiful and strong, something very special, never before made sense for us to be quiet and filled with great joy. The situation we were living was so clear and filled with such force that the sadness had disappeared earlier.
Somehow, we felt clearly in our mind the calm voice of my mother, saying goodbye, full of quiet, so peaceful ... We feel glad
how beautiful it was this way and that there was no pain or darkness, which had not doubt or feelings of loss, but we were happy because everything was happening showed us things in a totally different way to how people will live normally, if not come to this awareness.
felt, saw that my mother went away full of happiness and joy.
was leaving, accompanied by beings of light, which brought him into the arms wrapped with something beautiful.
It remained for the next few hours until it was day.

came the doctor and do not know what he felt ... but immediately sent him off the medication.
Almost at the same time to do so, we feel the spiritual presence of my mother, who during the suspended recently had waited on his physical body, disappeared, carried upward by the beings of light throughout the night had kept her in a twinkling.
It was his body on the bed, empty, devoid of any life or energy ...
But sad we did not, all, each in its extent and openness, had attended his departure from this world and we saw how beautiful it was.

Now we knew, we understood, had lived with her, something that was the new form of "life" that she had begun.


And we stayed with that joy. With the deep joy of having witnessed the birth most beautiful ever imagined. This is now his memory: the birth, the physical transformation of the "soul only." We always give thanks always.
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So my mother left, but throughout my life, I have seen leave a lot of people who have helped me ... and helped me with his light, many times.
The road goes on ... is leaving to start again, live again. Everything is a beautiful wheel of time in space where we turn to learn and feel.
wish will soon come to every heart, the moment to understand well. Understand, live well, full of calm and joy.
In a calm and joy, a feeling .... "That's not how they give us things in the world"

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